Darkness is pure, light reflects the lies...

I adore vampires, it's not a secret...but they have one "option" I wish I had more than others - capability to fall asleep anytime they want and for as long as they want! :) After working three weeks and getting up at 6 a.m - to sleep is my only wish))) I think I could sleep for a month if only somebody let me...) But I have only weekends...) So I'm a walking sleeping zombie :)

Mmmm...t seems like I've been silent for too long :)
It's no good, that's why I forced myself starting this english account again :)
I promis myself to write here regularly :) I promis...)))

I don't understand...
I have a friend...I thought he is my best friend...
I know he loves me (and maybe even more than just a friend)...
I was absent for a week...when I was leaving he told: "Don't leave us" and so on...
But he hasn't even called me or sent an SMS during all week!!! No sighn of attention!!!
So why he says he loves me??? I don't need words, I need actions!
Simple SMS when I'm away would tell me much more than all his words when I'm here...
I don't understan...I don't know what to think about his feelings...
Maybe there are non of them?... =(

It seems I'm becoming a bookworm %)
I'm reading one book after another & can't concentrate on anything else...
I eager to know the end & can't put the book down.
Maybe it's my curiosity? ^_^"
So...one more book is almost read by me & I don't know what to read next.
Can you advise me anything?

So...the travel to the new unknown reality has started...
Wish me good luck! $)